Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Anniversary

Tomorrow is my 9th anniversary..nice number huh..at least to myself & I believe my wife as well(hope so...). BUT reflecting to myself, I don't really feel....aaaammm (thinkinggg for a mild word...) much 'FEELING" onto it..perhaps not the way as I should feel of. But hey!! how should we do feel anyway???proud, sentimental, melancholic, full of love (again..suddenly!!!).

I guess it'll kind of hard for me to wake up tomorrow and pretending to be having extra love kick in the face while it is supposed to be that way for most of the living soul ...but I don't know "that way"!!!hmmm..when you consciously live each and every day in love and affection, sharing joy and happiness, good times and bad ones, and knowing that whatever things happen you'll becomes stronger and wiser-together, I don't need to wait for anniversary to be full in love-again!!!

So dear Honey..don't feel aaaammm whatever funny feeling that you're than suppose to feel cause your beloved and charming not-so-chubby hubby don't act like he supposed to act on his anniversary day, cause living with you for another 364 days won't be any different from this 1 "supposed-to-be-special" day... I'll always love you and you know it always in a big way.

Love has nothing to do with what we are expected to get, it's what you are expected to give - which is everything.